i am officially super pissed off with joelle grace chen
right now. dunno what is so graceful about her.
damn it.. tmr is the wr deadline and she
totally doesn't care.
she switched off her phone.
she didn't reply my sms.
she didn't organise the online meeting ytd.
she didn't send me the updates for the wr.

and to think that she would actually change
after the previous confrontation.
guess a zebra will never change it's stripes.

what kind of group leader is this shit?
i mean like i am mad not because she
doesn't do her work.
but i am mad because she didn't even bother
to pass the materials so we can work on it
even if she doesn't want to.
like what kind of person is this?
i don't mind doing work
but give me all the material and
don't keep it to yourself!!!!
oh my god.
fuming.

tmr is the deadline.
and this 1 person just sat in class
and stoned. while we were trying to think about
our wr. like stoned.
nothing on the table.
staring at the whiteboard. literally.
i really don't know what to do.
i am so at loss.
like you want me to invite you kindly to sit next to me
and ask for your opinion for the areas that can be improved?
am i your mother?

i want to do the work,
but that female dog is holding on to the
materials. WAOW.
can you imagine the frustration i am
feeling right now?
plus the person is totally running away from me.


stress.

you may think
"what a rude and angry person rebekah is,
didn't know she was like that"
but i really can't take it anymore.
this isn't the first time and
i always end up doing damage control
and i am so sick of it.
can't continue closing a blind eye and be miss nice anymore.
practically the whole year she's been
cutting class and MIA-ing.
wait till i see her slimy face.
i will go up to her and god knows what i will do to her.

but hai.
i am a councillor.
i am supposed to be like some calm and collected person.
who comes up with solutions.
seriously struggling inside.
my mind tells me to be civil,
but my heart tells be to trash that toot
because she is too guo fen already.
really crossed the line this time.

i should take a breather.
and stop being rash.